I was diagnosed with stage 2 breast cancer back in Feb 2015 , I had chemo ,lumpectomy and radiotherapy .Although I had awful side effects I was happy to have made it through it all and hoped that as it . Sadly 4 years to the day I was rediagnosed again . This hit me like a ton of bricks and the past few weeks have been a whirlwind . This time I am booked in for a mastectomy on the 9th April and to say I am terrified is an understatement . I'm being brave and jovial in front of my partner and family and friends but inside is tearing me apart .Hoping for some encouraging comfort from others who have went through the same .