In a months time i will return for my first annual mammogram and ultrasound then a week later i will receive the results with my oncologist
I have healed well from both the surgery although i get a few twinges occassionally and the radiotherapy and have had no real side effects from tamoxifen
But i am scared..what if it hasnt worked ..is this normal
I keep myself busy work full time, moved in with my partner, since 2 months we have a puppy and of to vienna soon on a business trip .in addition painting the house and planning lots of things ..like a well deserved holiday
But i wonder if i am being positive or trying to fit as much in if i get bad news and have to go through it all again
Its easy for people to tell me it will be allright but thats what happened a year ago when i got my call back and they said well we cant feel a lump and 9 out of 10 time its nothing ..and i ended up being the 1 out of 10 where it was something..
Thanks for reading this and having this forum to vent ourfeelings
Keep well ladies and all the best where ever you are on your journey xx