Hi ladies had a mastectomy early Jan followed by total lymph node clearance, was due to start chemo and on actual day of chemo appointment at chemo clinic was told that scan had showed two very small spots on my left hip. As a result I won't be having chemo or radiotherapy but start Letrozole as a treatment to try to control the cancer but not to cure. I am absolutely devestated, I know there was no guarantee but at least there was a chance of cure, now that has gone. I feel my whole life has changed so dramatically, how long can I survive? What chance do I have of seeing my grandchild grow up he is only one year old. Sorry to be so pessimistic but just feel heartbroken. Thank you for listening, feel I can't say these things to my family.