Hello ladies
So for 9 months since April to be exact me and my SO have been TTC I went too my obgyn and he suggested I got on clomid so on cycle day 5-9 I took clomid on cycle day 22 I ovulated and on cycle day 36 I got my bfp a week later I started having very light brown and pink discharge a few days after that I started spotting dark brown old blood that happened for 1 day the next day I woke up too horrible pains that felt like Braxton hicks I fell back asleep thinking I was okay then got woken by horrible bleeding I went to the restroom and felt a ton of pressure I looked and there was a huge clot of blood with white tissue I went to the ER and found out that my worst nightmare happened
I'm am beyond sad mad and stressed I just can't understand why this had to happen to me and my child !!? Well it's been a couple days and I just want to know what you mamas did to cope somebody recommended I named the baby I just need some ideas for coping and mourning and also I'd like to know when it's okay to start trying again
TIA