You were all so kind and gave me support when I asked for help to stop smoking. So....just before midnight I smoked my last cigarett. Made my mind up that once the batch bought for the christmas/new year was gone I would not buy anymore. I emptied my bank account and purse so I cannot buy any. Told my best fiend and my neighbour and now I am telling you all so that I must stop or I will really look a twit!!
I have been taking Mucodyne for two weeks and that is really helping to clear the gunk and that is helping the inhalers to work more efficiently. That has lifted my spirits, and my Daughter has gone 4 weeks now without a cigarett so that's an incentive to me. I have one goal now and that is to get Lily, my rescue cat, to sit on my lap. She will not allow me to touch her, thats six months now, but she has come closer and closer to me in that time. But only comes to the left of me, light bulb went on so I put me left hand towards her and she leant forward and sniffed. All ok so presented my right hand and she went backwards and moved away. Lily doesn't like the smell of fags!! Job done! Only thing is...the man from the Council is coming tomorrow to tell me that I have to put the secondary glazing back in, which will close down my fresh air and he wants proof that I have something wrong with me........what do you think his chances are of leaving here in one peice? I will misquote an old joke....I'm out of eostroegen and iv'e got a gun!! Happy New Year Guys and Gals.