for the last few weeks i have been so worried about Val i have not been on here much - then other stuff started to happen, my company totally cocked up my last months pay ( for some reason they put my leaving date as 9th September instead of 12th October!!) then sent me a letter saying i owed them £1300 !! I got the letter on Saturday morning so i couldn't do anything about it!! so i have got direct debits bouncing all over the place! - got it sorted now but waiting for the money to go into my account.
was so stressed over the weekend that i actually became depressed! - not me at all, an old friend once said "you'd laugh to see a puddin crawl" (god only knows what that means!)
This is the sorta stuff i would speak to my bezzie about, but she decided she was gonna pop off ahead of me and make the wine and cakes ready for when i join her ( by the way Val, i aint coming yet so don't burn the cakes!)
Just really want to say that you are all lovely people and those of you that know me will know i usually turn a funeral into a comedy act but at the moment i am feeling really down and missing Val ( hadnt spoken to her for a few days - kept in contact via Graham) so please forgive me if i don't join in - the stress has hit me like a ton of bricks and no matter how strong you are sometimes you just need to have a bloody good cry!!