I have to. Say sorry. I have been under exterm pressure. And I was even thinking of committing a crime to end my partners. Suffering. It's been one thing after another. In my apptempt. To somehow leave. My. Relation ship as. She. Been a angel. And I wanted to get away. RelizinG. this would be my end I thought by miracle. That if I found someone else. In a similar position. That we could care for each other. And not be alone this I hate. I try to us n much as I can cos it's like at times. They. Suffering to when should be livin there lives. So. I looking back must seem. Very strange asking. Women if they alone and so so sorry for any stress . Sadly I did have some mental problem and now with my brain starved of o2. I get. Carried away my heart was in the right place as I am a carer by nature and would never see someone struggling like when people just turn the other way or cross the road like they do . With me even in the pissing down of rain or try to. Hassle me in cues. Beebing when trying to park well hear are Iam going on one. But. It is a very cruel world. And so are people and I though I leave. How not sure. But. My old Father use to all ways say. Two heads are better then. One. BW. Pj
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