Well, each time i make a post on hear i seem to be moaning, but each time im really worried. Have only left the house once in 2 weeks and that was to return to the doctor for more energy drinks, 2 of them and a belvita biscuit a day is all i can manage.
In fact, not only have i not left the house, i havnt left my bed, ive cut myself off from everybody, even replying to texts with snotty replies so im left alone, christmas was terrible, i didnt even answer my phone or texts at all that day. Im terrified what is happening to me, as i type this i cant catch my breath at all, not been able to cough, throat is dry and nose is blocked but dry also.
Ive put this down to my vape which ive been using to cut out my smoking and im vowing never to touch that again either.
I have been breathing into a paper bag on and off for the last 4 hours and i just feel weak continually.
I guess all im after is some moral support again from people who have gone through this, but i dont know if thats going to be enough to help me pull myself out of this rut ive gotten into.
Thanks for reading and hopefully not judging