This is where I seem to come on a daily basis now. I don't know, it just helps to talk to folks who are in the same boat ya' know?
I posted about my new Dr., and how I'm so excited to have her. I am, and that's the honest truth. However, I'm still so darn depressed that I have Copd. I've read it is very common to suffer with it, and also anxiety. Some days are worse than others, but it's always hanging around ready to rear it's ugly head around the corner. Sometimes I just cry and cry, and then I can't sleep, and then I don't want to get out of bed the next day, and then I don't want to cook...etc. But, life goes on.... Mine sucks pretty bad right now.
I honestly believe my Copd is worse than the last Dr. said it was. I just have that feeling. I am more short of breath than ever, and I can't imagine why I'm being diagnosed as 'mild.' I can't walk to my mailbox without being out of breath anymore! That sounds worse than mild to me.
I hate feeling this way. I feel bad for complaining because a lot of you are worse than I am, and you are all my heroes!! I don't know if I could be as tough as some of you. I know it's not a good thing to come on here and spill my guts and do this. I should be saying...all will be fine...hang tough you guys...let's beat this thing. Not!! Just don't feel it.
Maybe things 'will' get better. I hope so. Really. I do. But, for now, I'm in a rather bad place with my thoughts all over the place.
Again, forgive me for not being all 'cheerful' today. Just a poopy day in my life...
Love and many hugs,