My dad is nothing special nor remarkable BUT he's very special to me ... and he's my dad.
The one and only all ever have and am battling he's cruel horrific disease to keep so much.
Dad if only you knew how much i have thought battled.
Together WE have come threw so much dementia alzheimer .. Acute kidney injuries pneumonia SEPSIS.
Neglect lack of care TO name a few.
A road full of those that say they care BUT when you need want they DONT
Disappointed in those so called professionals.
I guess its just me and you.
DAD am i really this strong.
SOME days i wonder BUT i look at you ALL fridgile as innocent as a child.
HOW can i lie and say everything going to be fine.
The lies ... the everything going to be fine.
WHEN i know its not going to BE fine THE gult the innocence.
How could life be so cruel o what terrible disease dementia alzheimeris yet DAD your so strong happy.
If only i could BE so strong.
If i only could be lost in cloud of innocence BUT as i have seen WHO would care FIGHT for your social cvil rights.
Solicitors are not interested in medical negligence claims THERE no different than those that say they care when i reality the don't GIVEN your alzheimer dementia.
But you know what DAD am young and i care and al never abandon you
Might not always get it right but am free and here for you.
I just ask you keep smiling when i lock at you.
AND dad don't change cause if no one else cares you know i do and always will.
BE as innocent carefree as you like DAD CAUSE am there.