I know you all feel that way too, having read a few posts a lot of you are far worse off than I am.
Still, this is all very new to me and I feel tired and fed up and I need to have a whinge.
Daughter has been away since Tuesday evening at her friends down in High Wycombe, she will be home this evening, just as I will need to go to bed in order to get up for work early tomorrow morning.
Speaking of work, I have been off since Wednesday as on Tuesday night I was coughing most of the night and felt too tired to deal with the work next day, which is a manual production line job, and very tiring at the best of times. Since then I have not felt up to going in the rest of the week.
OH has been away since Thursday morning at Star Wars Convention. He comes back tonight but will be going to his mums as he will have to take her to the hospital to have a blood test in the morning. So I wont see him until Monday night after work.
So knowing that I would be on my own I had arranged a few things to do. A curry night, a friends birthday, a walk with a group of folk who do that stuff. Trouble is I cancelled myself from all of them as I have not felt up to doing any of it. Not because I am suffering with breathing issues or anything badly, I am just tired and dont feel like going, and I don't know if this is a normal thing with COPD.
Can I expect more of this, I have always been active physically, and I would like to keep going if I can.