From reading your posts over the last few months I have such admiration for the way you all cope with lung disease. I joined the site last year because my son was diagnosed with stage four copd. He is forty two years old.
What I didn`t mention at the time was that throughout his life he has had multiple addictions and even now smokes heroin and takes methadone and strong beer.
I have tried so hard to help him but every time he gets an appointment he says `it`s all a waste of time`
Now I find myself almost wishing it were all over although I love him very much.
I know no-one will have much sympathy for him or probably me...just wanted to share my sorrow.
Sorry to be so depressing I wish you all the best luck in the world x