Some may remeber my beautiful husbands ordeal and his very short battle against ILD, tomorrow will be his 12 month anniversary, I just wanted to extend my love and thoughts to any family members who have suffered the same as me during the last year.
My year has been a rollacoster and I still have dreadful flash backs of his last week, I miss him so very much.
I remeber how I fealt before he died desperate for a glimmer of hope, the members on here gave me that and I remember sitting telling him of hope following ventalation.
I miss him so very much, and pray that he did not feel the pain, it is unfortuntaley the loved ones that do, so if you are going through the same dont be afraid to talk or ask questions on here it really helps you to understand reality in a non clinical way
RIP my Warrior xxx