Hi everyone, I am a tab bit low right now, and maybe shouldn't be writing this, but just really need to get what is inside out. Found out on Saturday that the the guy I split with recently is now shacked up with, yeah the women I had had suspicions about. So ok that's it, we are finished, I only wish I didn't still have the feelings for him that I have. Also that aside, I have to go for an endosCopy tomorrow, and I am really scared that there might be the big C lurking round the corner. I am not a non religious person, but feel that I have had more than my fair share of grief, and don't know how much more I can take. I don't a say anything to my son, because it's my job to protect him, therefor I sit and worry on my own. One part of me is the all so positive, but the other part is the frightened unsure side. I am now in my bed, and know that there will not be much sleep, witing for tomorrow. Just feel very alone right now oh and as close as I got to busting a pack of cigs, I didn't thank god, I am still a new non smoker
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