Hi I totally sympathise with your plight with the old reminds the fags lol
I also am struggling with them , yet its true as my chest infections are related and weaken my lungs. So, when I am ill either virus etc , my chest takes longer to get back to what is my normal state with COPD . My demons inside start my cravings first thing in the morning , yet believe more its my life style and so wish to be somewhere else with healthy options ..... I am trapped in sheer boredom , , hear people say ' give up then you have money to do thing with " wish it was that bloody easy .