It's been a long time since I've been on here, this is due to my father's condition becoming worse. It has been confirmed that the Cancer has returned and this time he isn't having any treatment (and I respect that) He's getting a lot of help now from his Macmillan nurse and his Palliative care nurse. He's got a hospital bed at home now and knows he hasn't got all the time in the world left. I'm with him everyday now although it's getting harder as I'm just starting a new job. I'm just so grateful for all the support I have been getting and know I'm strong enough for the both of us.