Up until a month ago I was exercising every day had to use oxygen, put on weight felt fantastic.
Then I started with a pain I've spoken about in other blogs, Pneumonia in the bottom of my right lung, in hospital 4 days now hospital at home week tomorrow, weaned from 2lt for 4 days to half litre this week with 1/2lts on the stairs my blood gas settling about 90/91 at rest.
It looks like they might sign me off tomorrow when the respiratory team will take over, but I've got to keep the half litre for 16 hours a day for 6 weeks then see someone about if I need it long term.
I don't want it all the time, what was the point of PR and getting fit I cant I will just throw myself out a window.
Distraught doesn't cover it.