I am sorry for not posting on peoples blogs yesterday and so far today but I felt my negativity was not really for sharing but I need to explain my tears posting on Tuesday so here goes.
My friend died on Tuesday evening. This lady was sort of my life line and helped me out of my pit of despair many times but I couldn't help her when she needed it. We had only been friends for 5 years but I felt as though our friendship was meant to be. She used to come and see me nearly every day and she became one of those friends who just walked in and put the kettle on often just making herself one and having to be reminded that I might like one as well - I am sure some of you have friends like that. I have family but sometimes you can tell a friend things you can't tell your family and that is how it was with us. We accompanied each other to hospital appointments, argued which plants would suit our gardens, commiserated with one another when she got a speeding ticket and I got a parking one and by god will I miss her xxx