Well, Ive seen my consultant. Not sure why I bother going now as you can only be told that there's nothing more we can do for you so many times. But she says it so nicely that I don't mind.
Madam had a chat and came out looking okay so that was good. They discussed what happens at the end and if I'd accept palliative care, which I will as it would make her life a lot easier.
My next aim is my nieces wedding in June. We've booked the hotel and made the necessary arrangements for oxygen fingers crossed.