I am new to this community. I wonder if anyone feels like I do? Three months ago my darling Mum died and three weeks later I had a heart attack. I had a stent put in and I am told I am all fixed. However, I have the most awful anxiety and depression and feel really poorly on a daily basis. I am a 48 year old Mum to two teenage boys and a busy wife. Will my life ever be the same again? Will I ever regain my zest for life and not live in total fear every time I get a twinge or sensation in my chest?