33y/o feeling pointless

[Jasperspace]

So just turned 33years old & my last seizure was last week seems like my dream of completing my driving license is a waste of time. Fate is upon myself looking towards the future I see myself probly going back into rehab due to anxiety when I should be pushing my photography to higher standers. All I lack is confedance.

Im puzzled with some women as they say when meet to tell the truth about yourself but once they met me in person & I told them i have autism & epilepsy they said sorry & walked away ?

[Autumntango]

I would say that you haven't met the right person yet. Try thinking about the type of partner you would like... common interests that you would lime to share and follow your dreams if that is photography and with hope in your heart one day the right person just might cross your path. I would hope that you meet someone sensitive and understanding because that is what everyone deserves. If you could afford to get some counselling about the problems you have experienced in this area that could be very helpful for you to engage in.