Saw my lovely cons yesterday, 1st time since my 2 admissions in 5 days the other week. I had gone prepared for admission, and willing to try methotrexate and subcut. She says I am now out of her range so to speak and is referring me back to the one I had during my long admission a few mths ago. I got very upset and cross and I admit a bit unreasonable, because Im feeling so desperate now. All I can think about is asthma, anything I want to do it dependant on my asthma. My housemate even came in to my room..