Well as it says really. After months of being up and down, seeming to get under some sort of control (albeit on silly amounts of medication) then everything falling apart in no time at all - sometimes minutes - I've been told my asthma is brittle, and while it doesn't 100% fit the type 2 classification, having some aspects of type 1, its the nearest I'm likely to get.
I'm not sure how I feel. Strangely relieved in a way - so many things DO fit - very sudden and dramatic attacks, high Peak Flow in between, reasonably good lung function, even down to the number of times I've been told 'this isn't asthma' or 'you're having a panic attack' (not helped by also being CVA). But also a bit scared too, Im becoming obsessive with my peak flow, 'just in case' its dropping without me realising etc.
So who knows how I feel? And how have you come to terms with it? How does it affect your day to day life? And can it EVER be controlled??? Many thanks, as always.