My history I have spent 42 nights in the last 4 months in hospital i will have been out for 6 weeks tomorrow ...
I know the inevitable is me ending up back in whether its tonight or tomorrow ..for the last few days my chest as gotten gradually worse to the point of being on nebuliser 4x today
Even though i know thats where i am heading I am still cooking tea sorting kids ..I cant just drop everything because that will make my stay longer as i will be stressing ..I find if i make a plan of who is having kids what they are gunna ect ..pack a bag ...once i go i will be calmer
My friend as just told me i am stupid for risking my life ..She doesnt live with this I do I am not risking my life while nothing is helping much ..it is helping its lasting 2hrs before needing more ...surely its better to plan rather then dropping everything ..I know i am still at a managble stage ..my pulse is 110 my o2 Is 93
my question doesnt anybody else plan to be in hospital ..obviiously if i improve i wont go ....but i know my body and where its heading x