I got a letter through the mail yesterday and apparently things are back to square one - debating whether this crap is asthma or not when I'm supposedly severely asthmatic.
why would I have been told its asthma if it may not even be?!
why do I respond to asthma medication if its not? surely if it wasn't asthma my inhalers/nebs in hospital wouldnt work? why does pred help?
why now I'm on the right medication has my peak flow gone up over 200?
why have I had about 30 emergency admissions with my breathing if its not?!
why do I have an asthma action plan if its not?
if its not asthma, then why have I been mostly on inhalers for the last 14/15 years?!?
what am I supposed to do now if they're debating whether it is or not?!? leave myself to go blue?!
I've had enough. if they're debating whether it is asthma or not, why am I bothering still taking my inhalers and tablets?!?