So I'm just really frusterated at the moment! I have no concentration due to the pred. and I think just generally not feeling so hot at all! I'm on antibiotics, but everything turned yellow yesterday, and I'm coughing up stuff (again yeah I know gross).
I've been back at work, but the pace is pretty insane, and I've been working late to ""catch up."" Which is making me sick again! Actually we had a blizzard here on Sat., so I had to get up early to dig my car out of snow. That was a bad idea, but I had to do it. I was doing better until then, but that set off about a whole day of wheezing. Then I was at work covering half the hospital.
Then Sun. same kind of thing, and yesterday. Which was a shame because I'm still stuck on 60 mg. pred. I was going to taper on Sun. when I was home, but still don't feel very good. Yesterday was a bit better. The wheeze went away early in the day, but I'm so busy at work, I don't have time to use my neb. as early as I want.
So by the end of the day I was tight. So I'm hoping for a better day today, but am not sure whether to taper until I can actually breathe well consistently? Also, my memory/concentration is fried. I left my disability papers at work (I think) and now I'm nervous because I've misplaced them, and I don't know where they are! I'm hoping they are on my desk. They probably are, but it is my day off today, and I am not going to go get them. But now I'm all worried!
Which the worry wouldn't be so bad, but I think I'm having a pred. mood swing. Grrr. Oh, and I did mention to my supervisor that I'm sleep deprived as I'm just not working as fast as usual. But I don't want it to be an excuse, but it's a weird set-up where I'm working 10 hr. days. And right now I'm just like I don't think this is working!
So I guess I'm trying to think of a way to stick up for myself so I can heal and get better, but I'm so sleep deprived I just can't think.
Thanks for listening!