Well, i'm back to see my cons tomorrow. I wonder which personlaity i'm going to get? Mr Arrogant or Mr. Charming?
All joking aside, tomorrow is a big day for me, its D (decision)day re my work.
As some of you know i've had issues with my work due to taking so much time off and having issues while i'm at work (some of my colleagues have also been quite distressed seeing me having severe attacks and receiving emergency help from paramedics etc).
I was given the heads up by someone i know as a friend in my hr dept that they are looking to show that i'm not medically capable to do my job.
The sad part is that its true and i can't see it getting better any time soon.
I need the cons to sign me off on long term sick as i am lucky that i have an insurance element to my pension scheme which means if i'm signed off for more than 6 months, i will get 75% of my salary for as long as i'm signed off (even if its until i retire).
This is obviously preferable to getting sacked!!
Its all a bit daunting really as i've worked all my life but i know i can't carry on as i am.
Sorry for the ramble, just nervous about tomorrow and wanted to get out how i'm feeling.
Again, thanks for listening peeps.