Well I'm back at the GPs today for another assessment after being put back up to full dose steroids for a week after struggling on the reduction.
I'm so eager to go back to work but I'm equally worried about going back and going worse. What do I do??? My family & boyfriend are all saying they don't think I'm well enough to go back, and to a degree I agree with them but I'm driving myself mad being stuck at home not being productive. Theres only so much I can do to occupy my mind at home and I think thats whats getting to me now.
My boyfriend has suggested that I speak to my Boss and see if there is a compromise, but I'm not sure they will accommodate or want the change as they are a very busy business and have so far coped without me for 5 weeks! I work on the second floor and as I'm a PA two of my Boss's are on the next floor up from me and my main Boss is in the next office on my floor, so I'm moving about all the time and the kitchen and toilets are on the ground floor which means I have to go up and down at least 2 flights of stairs all the time. Stairs aren't my friend at the minute either
I just don't know what to do for the best .....
On the other hand I'm back at my chest specialist on Friday for my Bronchoscopy results of the samples & biospsys so don't know whether or not to ask my GP to sign me off again until I've had those results as a compromise and then take it from there.
Sorry for the very vague post just really needed to get it off my chest and see if anyone could give me some advise as well.
Thanks for ready, Jill xx