I wanted to apologise if I've inadvertantly upset anyone here in the last week or contributed to any bad feeling here - I really would hate to be responsible for that as I think this can be a great place. Apparently I've been a really irritable difficult person in the last week and I've got a lot of apologies to make that go beyond here.
Anyway, karma turned round and got me (and apparently explains my irritability though I wouldn't want to use that as an excuse, though I hope some of you will understand and it explains things), I had an adrenal crisis and was apparently acting very oddly and snapping when that's not in my character at all - at least I know now to look out for that and people are on instructions to tell me when I'm being a grumpy cow. I got costa-fied, they took one look at me and had me admitted immediately and pumped me full of steroids and fluids and anti-emetics. I'm full or holes and bruises now - suitable punishment, I hope. At least I'm on the right Hydrocortisone treatment now and I'm feeling a little better but pretty scared by all of this. I hope people here can accept this attempt at an apology - I'm not very good at this stuff.