i escaped from costa yet again on fri as u guys know, only i was let home way too soon, as my peak flow not 75% onf my best as BTS say it should be and was still SOB, and still got pneumonia, resolving.
whats more, since being at home, my PF dropped more, chest wheezy + crackling from the infection bringing up more green stuff (sorry!) needing more and more inh, and given myself neb as well as so desperate struggling so i know should have been in costa longer
but i am scared to go back to same hospital due to their treatment (including giving me the wrong antibiotics which i believe to have led me to this, well hasnt exactly helped - amoxicillin never helps me, kept telling them this, always makes me worse if anything!! need to be augmentin, yet they dismissed me)
and a few times when i have been to my local hospital they have said its anxiety and panic attack rather than asthma / chest infection when its clearly not with the sounds on my chest and dropping sats, and as soon as they read in my notes that thats been mentioned on a previous admission their attitude towards me there changes and if i return there now, they just think i am being anxious as i escaped there fri and i am back again.... whereas at the other hospital which is slightly further away, they know me much better, know when slight anxiety has WORSENED my asthma, but not that i am HAVING panic attack!!
i know my body and my condition! right now, getting worse, i need stronger antibiotics, nebs, possibly iv mag sulph unfortunately...
i know i am getting worse, going downhill, dont wanna end up in resus again as if that happens will end up in first hospital again as its closer . . .