I have decided to air my grief to you all and apologise if I offend but I just need to know if my life is going to be rubbish from now on. I developed asthma 2 and a half years ago and it seems to have been getting worse since. I am on my 3rd consultant as the other 2 seemed to be as much help as chocolate teapots. I am on antidepressants now and feel that I don't have a life anymore. I have been in hospital for 2 weeks in the last month and don't feel any better. I thought I'd have a look at the message boards online whilst I was off sick but I think it has made me feel worse - everyone is so negative!