I have no idea who else to turn to, or what else to do!!
Im constantly tearful and have no idea how to stop it or who to talk to.
Not sure how many of you know but i got admitted to costa again last tuesday, and although i am now over the rough stage so to speak, my consultant has now decided she wants to sort my medication out and that i have to stay here till next week minimum and o could be here for up to a month after that.
I know it has to be done as I cant keep bouncing in an out of costa, but im not allowed off the ward as the nurses and docs are worried im going to crash and there not going to know where i am, im suffering lots with being on the reduced steroids already and the docs keep saying have as many nebs as you need...yeah great but with the other meds im not sleeping at all, i cant get sleeping meds as there worried it could affect my breathing so im stuck in a bit of a rutt.
And to top it off im waking up more often in the night strugfling to breathe so its constantly like im ringing the buzzer for the nurses.
The nurses never have time to sit with patients now a days so I cant actually talk to anyone to let them no how I feel, I dont want to talk to my mum as she is worrying enough about me as it is so am well ans truly stuck!!
Sorry for blabbing it all out on here but I am literally at the end of my sleepless brains mind and dont know what else to do or who to talk to and know most of you guys on here having been flipping amazing!!
You dont jeed to reply, i just needed to get it out my system!!
Night night all!!