Hello there Lottie,
Thank you very much for your personal message. Unfortunately, I can't reply to it, because you've opted not to receive personal messages from other people. If you want to change this, click on 'profile' above, and tick the box at the bottom of your profile that says 'Allow other users to contact me'.
If you don't want to receive personal messages in general, you could send me a personal message with your e-mail address (I will of course keep it totally confidential) - don't post your e-mail address on the forum, though, please. I'm quite happy to continue our chat by e-mail, if you are - it would be good to keep in touch and hear how you are getting along.