Generally frustrated at the minute, asthma is really dumb the last few weeks, its been playin up more often than nomal yet when I do peak flow its often normal or at times above normal, been struggling to take my inhaler properly when its gotten really bad.
Earlier though with my partner was round and it set off again and I just couldn't even do my inhaler, thankfully I'd taken my reliever before I'd started what I was doing and I managed it fairly well but its so rough as I took it once and near choked myself. tried it after and couldnt breath in hard enough, it was so frustrating I was getting annoyed with myself, my partner and my inhaler...My partner thought I was just being mardy and not taking it and yet normally shes great with me if anything happens. That was 3 and a half hours ago and its still not great when I start laughing.
Thing is, i'm due to go to hospital this summer, just over 12 wks time (not that i'm counting) This will my 3rd op in last few years and first time I didnt come out of anesthetic straight forwardly, second time, even though I came out same day it took me ages to get breathing back to normal.
Last 2, I wasn't officially asthmatic, though it was diagnosed after the 2nd. Everyone's been telling me its important that its important and that I cant let it get bad between now and then and I'm petrified that summat'll happen this time especially with the problems I'm having with my inhaler so frustrating but really scared too so guess, not looking for any answers, just wanted to sound out my fears with people who'd actually understand rather that ones that just moan at me or make things worse.
Seein my doc on friday about other things, will mention my inhalers to him but think may have to try and make and appointment with the nurse again, not good.
Sorry for moaning.