Well, we decided to give camping a go! Went and bought a tent and all the other bits needed. Booked a site for this weekend.
Anyway I was told by someone a few days ago that I was selfish taking an Asthmatic child camping.
I was so upset! Firstly, I wouldn't do anything at all to put my little girl in danger, secondly, we live with guilt every day due to her having this dreadful condition at such a young age and thirdly, we try and keep as much normality for our other 2 children as is at all possible!!
Anyway, we took a trip to the park this morning, then out to lunch with friends and as we sat for lunch, we literally watched Maddies face swell up and go puffy and her eyes develop purple rings round them!
I've given her usual antihistamine etc. But now I feel worried, guilty and scared about the weekend.
Have I been selfish booking a trip for my family? I'm now worried ses going to have an attack while away as her face changes a few days before an attack. We're only going an hour away, but its still 'away'!!