I had my second baby in December 2021. After a long stay in hospital I couldn’t sleep on my first night home and have struggled to sleep since. In the early days I had severe anxiety, it was like physical panic. I have the most awful chest pain. On the 28th January I had a psychotic episode after not being able to sleep for 5 days. I began getting bad intrusive suicidal thoughts and my brain just wouldn’t stop. I also had songs in my head which I still suffer with. I have severe issues with sleep. I can’t sleep naturally and take olazipene every night. The reason I don’t sleep is I have no need for it. My brain is racing 24/7 I’m terrified to go to my bed at night incase I don’t sleep. I’m never tired, like never!!!!! I wake up in the morning and feel like I could run a marathon. I just feel like this is never ending and I’m never going to get better. Has anyone else experience this and came out the other side?