I am getting in touch, because since the birth of my son in 2015, my life turned upside, down. I have suffered from puerperal psychosis. and the interpretation of the "visions or hallucinations" that I had, have came my life experienced.
But this is extremely fearful, because it was related to sexual abuse, mental health and financial issue towards myself... And losing my son for good.
I also understand that I may easer be a coercive control woman, or been a victim from it which resulting in having those symptoms.
Since that experience of change of vision, voices, and smell. I have felt some changes in my brains.
I often feel disconnected, and as if my brain was spinning, which is very unpleasant. I really don't know what triggers those feelings. I can notice when I am in the state and it can last for a week on and off.
I have also experienced a feeling of cool liquid moving in my brain, as if it was water.
On a different occasion, I have felt a very strong feeling of heat above my head and left foot. This sensation felt as if it was the heat when I could put my hand close to my cheek, which generate heat, but far more powerful.
My main concern is the spinning sensation and leaving a fearful vision, that I couldn't stop so far.
I am looking forward to hearing back from you soon.