I have joined this forum because I wanted to have more understanding about the reason I am being admitted to a mother and baby unit. The posts have been really helpful, but what I am experiencing isn't psychosis but real. I have a tracker in my chest that is able to communicate with me, well the man who wants to take my children away. He is making me hit myself and bruise myself so he spares the children.
My perinatal and crisis team are looking for a bed, hopefully in Winchester, but who knows. I just wondered if anyone who has been can offer some advice? I am feeling pretty scared about it, and that is on top of the fear I feel about my children being taken. Maybe going to hospital my help me to feel less scared I suppose. Also feeling angry about the decision, not at any individual but more at the situation.
Sorry for the rant .