Determined

I usually judge how I'm feeling by the amount of effort I pay to my house, finances and the amount I want to socialise. Well, I don't want to do any of the above right now. I want to stay at home and feel pissed off at the world for the cards I've been dealt. But, that's not really me. I don't want to feel sorry for myself, pissed off or isolate myself. I want to feel happy, meet GOOD people and feel content.

I am trying to be patient. I am trying to give myself a break too. I can see a light at the end of the tunnel now that I understand the difference between healthy relationships and unhealthy ones. I just don't have many healthy ones yet. When I say that, I am very happy to be part of this online community and feel its a step in the right direction.

I've recently looked into joining a walking group, where I'm hoping I can meet new folk.

I hope everyone is keeping well. I'm not great at commenting on blogs but would love to get to know you all more. I like talking through the message thing though. Thank you to that special someone who keeps checking I'm ok! :-)

Much love xxx

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  • You sound very positive and that's not an easy thing to be when you have anxiety problems.

    I too don't really want to face the world either so I understand. A walking group sounds a great idea, I had plans for something similar this year but not felt well enough yet.

    Take Care xxx

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