evening all .
I dont know what to say but i wanted to be here this evening ..
I know its not late yet but i am sure that i wont be sleeping much tonight ,
my bf is away a few days and i am not doing to well ,
i have been manic allday and evening and not even a bath helped this evening ,
i have baked a cake ut no one to share it with so if you want a slice i will put the kettle on to,
mothers dy tomorrow and i must say i was really chuffed to receieve a present from my son he rarely sends anything mind you he is 22 now young lads are they al the same ?
oh dear sorry guys i can see that i am waffing when that happens i just keeping talking yet saying nthing at all ,
should i go and say good night to you all ?probery but i dont want to be alone .
i have my teddy Charlie well actually he is Bf he Charlie belonged to a very very dear friend of Bf she was an unhappy soul and took her own life 12 yrs ago, he has never got over it and because of her i know that it is something i will never be able to do , i couldnt do it to him again ..
omg sorry guys i am going on so going go .