Hi all, I'm still stuck in my house, hardly any mobility, and am not seeing the light ... in fact it doesnt appear to be a light at the end of the tunnel but a humongous monster of a freight train hurling its way towards me. I'm running out of meds and cannot get to my doctors, i've tried phoning him to give me a call back and still nothing, I need help, desperately, everything is just piling up around my ears, I feel I can't breathe.
Where do u go to for help when u cannot leave your house? Who do I turn to when I have no one? Am I meant to sit and rott??
I really dont know what to expect or do any more, my cries for help fall on deaf ears, my family either dont care/ are too busy or think I deserve it, I've alienated my friends because I cannot cope being sociable, replying to messages or calls, I dont even post on facebook anymore, and my boyfriend left me because he couldn't cope with my mood swings and my constant irrational fear of even opening my curtains. Where do I go from here???????