I hate Valentines. MY oh doesn't 'celebrate it', that's handy then! Seriously it seems to be events like these, birthdays, Christmas, that trigger something in me. Been doing ok for a while, but hate that hour or so between waking up and getting up, when your mind goes crazy and into overdrive. I think a lot of it comes down to feeling unloved,issues from childhood etc, the usual stuff! But I really want someone to make a fuss of me, sometime! Pathetic I know, and I know it's in my own head but you imagine everyone else in life is walking around happy, or loved up and will be wined and dined tonight. I did say I know it's pathetic ... !!