Been having a bad few days! Have noticed though my heart is skipping a lot more when I'm stressed! Can't afford to pay my rent and imalready behind! And now my work has decided they are stopping paying me! Distressed!!
Then this morning massive panic attack! Felt like I was choking couldn't breath! Had to sit on my sofa for 20 mins to calm down! Now shaking!
Got to go hospital this week for a check up with my consultant with regards to my two previous operations, if they were successful, and I've also changed my own gp because I didn't feel I was getting the care I needed! I can't face going back to work yet, I'm not ready I work in retail and deal with the public all day and I don't feel strong enough, but I'm getting pushed into going back through money!!!
Feel shaky and sweaty and light headed like I'm going to die.
Sorry I'm blabbing on just needed to get it off my chest and not run to the hospital wait 7 hours and be told there's nothing wrong and get sent home!!!
Frustrated and upset