I just don't feel myself at all.
I feel like when I'm at home I'm fine everything is ok. But when I go to college I stay at my grans which is 40 mins from home. when I do I feel like my bf gets distant and just hangs out with his friends and ignores me kind of. It's making me so anxious I feel like I did before and the though set me off I don't wanna go back there ! I feel so paranoid I feel like I've only got him to talk to about things. I go to counselling every5 weeks but it really does not help at all. I feel so alone and terrified that if I lose him then I will go down hill which I will its happened before and I'm so scared !!! I can't shut my brain off !
I just want to be me and happy again