Iv`e always had the feeling that my body is the worst enemy that I`ll ever have. It has always seemed to want to give me as much grief as it can. Even when I was really young I seemed to get more than my fair share of aches & pains. I was always at the gp`s surgery with some unexplaied ache or another. Iv`e been told by a specialist that Iv`e developed a weakened rectal muscle due to a very prolonged & difficult labour when I was 18, & I also have to see a specialist about impingment syndrome in my shoulder. Both problems are going to be fixed in the new year, but I`m fuming at my body for putting me in this position, mainly by not performing properly in childbirth, I was 18, for god`s sake, it should have been easy, it`s what a woman`s body was designed for after all! Then there`s the fact that I was hopeless at sport of any kind at school, I used to dread sports day because of the humilliation of coming last in every single race. I know that I should be grateful that I wasn`t born with any actual diabilities, but I can`t help but feel that I was at the back of the queue when they were handing out the bodies!