i know this will sound daft to alot of people but my dog died a week a go and we where so close, i really do feel like ive lost my right arm. it happened so quickly, she was 16 so i should have seen it coming. i had to take her early to the vets and have her put to sleep cos she was gasping for breath and it was not reversable. it was one of the worst days of my life and my whole body shook from head to toe as i struggled to cry and breath outside the vets. i had to leave the room while they did it which i felt bad for after and still do but my anxiety was in overdrive and i thought i was going to faint. saying goodbye was awful and i will never forget that moment i had to part with my baby. ive felt lost and low ever since. im agoraphobic and social phobic so we spent alot of time together, she really did mean the world to me. ive always prefered animals to people, esp her she was sooooo lovely. my mum said to get another dog but i feel alittle bit like im pretraying her as daft as it sounds. i just feel very lost as we had such a strong bond...........i know theres not really much anyone can say i just needed to get it out as the whole experience has made me feel so ill................... R.I.P my baby fizz. xxxxx
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