I finished college/sixth form in June, my 'so-called-friends' have now all been accepted into university and shall be going in September.
But I'm like a lost puppy. I have no idea what to do with myself or my life. I definitely don't want to go to University (for a number of reasons), I also don't want to back to a college, as I couldn't go in alone and I'm sick of education. So the only other option is a job. I don't want a job like working in a store as that would be too much for me, the only jobs I'm interested in either have no vacancies (as they're small businesses) or I need qualifications (therefore needing Uni or college again).
I really don't know what to do, I was getting help for my Social Anxiety/Emetephobia and was doing very well, but now I've finished I'm going backwards again and daren't go out. I'm hoping once school holidays are over I can go out more again (as that's what's stopping me at the moment) but I'm getting sick of everyone asking. And it's making me think 'what the hell am going to do.'
To make matters worse, both sets of parents (divorced so 2 homes) are doing my head in and I kind of want to leave, but I can't even house sit for one night so there is NO WAY I can live alone and all my friends are moving elsewhere with Uni, so I can't live with them.
I thought things were getting so much better, but now, everything's going out the window.