crippling morning

[Toula223]

hello all. Haven’t posted in quite some time. I honestly was feeling a lot better and more like myself. The past few days have been a struggle again and I’m beginning to feel frustrated once more. I wake up with my heart in my throat beating a million times a minute and have an overwhelming dread. When will this go away? I keep praying and telling myself things will get better but it’s not happening quick enough. My main stress is my husband. He is still job hunting and get depressed with himself which in turn crumbles my mental health. I don’t know what to do. Mental health sucks. Sorry this post makes little sense. Just helps me to write it out