Hope is such a thing that it resides at such place where you may not even find it too soon at one go.! Due to some moments we can't let that moment to take away our life. Yes its tough to stay strong.. to gather yourself when you all down in gloom and we think that everything has come to an end..but it's not actually true.
Ever felt that you need to run away to a place where no one to be found and you just sit alone there .. the only company is YOU?
Ever felt lonely in the crowd of thousands of people or being with your friends but you are actually not being there? (sounds complicated.. :p)
Ever felt that you want to cry… cry out loudest.. of no such specific reason… perhaps out of no reason just to make yourself feel relieved in some way? (obviously when you are all alone otherwise you would turn into a centre of attraction.)
Ever felt that your mind is boggling with too much stuffs at a time but you can’t exactly differentiate as what is exactly bothering you so much?
Ever felt that someone (a precious one!) who was with you in the previous moment would not be found anymore in your upcoming moments of life?
Ever felt that you had actually forgotten to smile.. rather to stay happy and your day & night are full of sadness & despair? The best part- you can’t figure it out properly what is that particualr reason!!
Ever felt that whenever you breathe it pricks your heart every now & then?
Ever felt that nobody understands you & would never do even if you explain it them?
Ever felt the emotion of tears in your eyes but covering them under your smile?
xx
Hope you can help me 
Hoping that i do not have schizophrenia
Another day and still have hope
Biggest problem I have ever faced.
