Honestly I'm getting sick and tired of my wife working almost 7 days a week double shifts and me stuck at home with the kids , I myself work a fulltime day job 730 to 430 and she is on part time pulling doubles day and night with almost no day offs besides a few mondays.. I'm just being straight up I love my kids to death but I need some damn help , I'm the one struggling with this damn anxiety and she doesnt see this . I've tried to leave in the past but she says why am I using our relationship as if it were bad. I told her what relationship ' what marriage your hardly ever home and half the time my kids are watching me fall to pieces at home. It's very unhealthy for myself and my kids . It's best we separate... I'm falling and falling and soon I'm going to have to ask for seperation divorce not just for me but for the sake of my children.. she works at a restaurant as a server and I'm sure she loves the work. But shes left me and the kids in the past with this type of work for some coworker. I'm sure shes having the time of her life with this job and mine is falling to shit. But soon I'm going to make a very difficult decision and it's only for the best of what I have left. I dont need somebody else but I do need to fix myself for my kids.. I'm sorry idk where this is coming from but I'm getting irritated right now ..
Any suggestions I'm sure I know the majority of answers but I just wanna be sure my decisions are good...there is no more family time, quality time or support